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Post by ¡sonia! on Wed Jul 11, 2012 12:41 pm

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My poems :

Ruins Of Roses:

Here I stand, In the middle
Of the ruins of roses
Everything beautiful,
Is dead and gone
Every memory, faded
Life and death and separated 
By a very fine line
The same line 
That divides me
Somewhere in my mind
If you aren't here 
I'm a ghost, I walk all alone.
No one will see,The tears I cry.
They are hidden 
By the pain in my eyes
All i posses,Is one last breath
As I stand, In the ruins of roses.


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Post by ¡sonia! on Sat Mar 16, 2013 8:08 am

The sun is setting once again
Her prince hasn't come to save her
She's pacing up and down her tower
She recalls things said by her mother
Although nothing seems to be true
She still believes in "me and you"
She holds on so tight to her faith
And swears it's the only thing 
They can never ever take away
She stares out the window 
Feeling like she's already a widow 
No one seems to care about her
She'll let the silence suffocate her
But no one will ever break her
More than she's done to herself
She doesn't want to cry for help
Because her cries will be met by 
The mocking words of passerby's 
She remembers how fairy tails 
Seemed to be her reality
Now all she has is a memory
Of when so much was perfect
And now she's her own defect.

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Post by ¡sonia! on Mon Mar 18, 2013 1:09 pm

I'm the person everyone sees
And the person no one knows
Living I'm complete shelter
And a lost home
A completely honest liar
Who's clod heart is set on fire 
A disaster,with a fake smile mastered 
In the asylum of destruction
In the space between sane and neurotic
Drawing the line between perfect and psychotic 
In a reality I've abandoned 
I see who've abandoned me
In the darkness and the blue sea
The waves crash all around me
Nothing can touch me
If I'm so indifferent to what I see
Making a final attempt to live 
Trying so hard to forgive
Those who'll never forgive me
For choosing isolation 
Over the passive aggression.

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Post by ¡sonia! on Sat Mar 23, 2013 6:03 am

I'll attempt to smile
But it seems defiled 
I'll attempt to dream
But it's a hollow scream
If I tried to lift my hopes
They'd let me down
Like you had before 
Before you turned around 
You walk away, when you feel
Like none of this is real
It's my turn to run away
But you wouldn't let me
I try to live, and let die
But everything's a reason to cry
The stars seem to stain the sky
And this life won't go by
Without a fight
For our own right
We fail to see the obvious 
That no one ever survives 
The most valuable curse.

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Post by ¡sonia! on Sat Mar 23, 2013 6:05 am

Have you ever tried to forget
Your numerous regrets?
Are you trying as hard as you claim
To have a day that's not the same,
As the previous perilous hour 
When you sought to seek cover,
From all their judgemental stares 
From their hypocritical glares.
You're certain that you're broken
And that all hope is forsaken,
But you often fail to see
That this is the life you've chosen.
You smile to hide the misery
That follows every reality, 
But you never attempt to see 
The hidden beauty in me.
Optimism is just a memory, 
That's been erased by reality.
You drown in your own tears
Amused by the irony of fears,
You know you couldn't live like this
But if you gave up, 
There's so much you'll miss.

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Post by ¡sonia! on Sat Mar 23, 2013 6:06 am

Your smile is my salvation 
The reason for every emotion 
For my hearts elation 
And this romantic notion 
This long lost realisation 
That sadly, I'd forgotten 
In my personal distortion,
Mission for self destruction 
You bring me to life
Every time I  die inside 
You teach me why 
I shouldn't sit and cry
I need you in my life
More than I've need anything 
More than I've wanted anyone 
Could you learn to love me
The way I love you?
Could my smile be your salvation 
The reason for your emotions
For your hearts elation.

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Post by ¡sonia! on Sat Mar 23, 2013 6:12 am

I'd like to take a step back 
Just to breath, just to forget 
The various things I regret
Like the time I waste dreaming 
Looking for something to believe in 
When I could be living 
For someone like you 
Believing in a love that's true
Time couldn't change how I feel 
Nothing can alter what's real 
I've felt this way for the first time 
In an entire lifetime 
I was on the verge of giving up
Believing I have no luck
But you take my doubt away
Replace it with wonderful faith 
That I know will never sway
Help me see the day
That will heal me in every way
A day that I'll remember forever 
The day I learn, that this is real 

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Post by ¡sonia! on Sat Mar 23, 2013 6:15 am

I try so hard to forget 
But I know I'll regret 
All the time I waste 
And now I'm in a haste 
To find you, to tell you
The one thing that's true 
But words will never do justice 
To how much I love you 
My thoughts are a vague representation 
Of my myriad emotions 
My actions can't show 
What my heart knows 
All the things I plan to say
Won't help re-live the day
We first met, the day I knew
That love was finally true
I found what money can't buy
In your heart, in your eyes
I write these words
But waste so much time
Because they can never
Compare to how I love you
A love that's forever,
Something that's finally true. 

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Post by ¡sonia! on Sun May 12, 2013 5:33 am

Do you close your eyes,
Just to feel like you've escaped
The most torturous fate.
Do you hide yourself away,
To remind yourself of the truth
That you're reality's renegade.
Even though you seek therapy,
You're no better than your worst enemy 
Because you judge yourself 
Before you give yourself,
The chance you deserve,
To escape this misery.
Do you lock your heart away
Because it's fragile enough to break
With a simple touch of lust,
When your dreams are already dust
You have nothing left to lose.
You needn't be afraid 
Of the life you choose.
........

I know imperfection, I know what I am
And the two definitions, seem to match.
I can't let my heart refrain
As I replace numbness with pain.
I can't let everything hurt me
As I replace memories with reality.
I'm tired of being afraid
But I don't know any other way
To live this life without losing my head.
You make me feel insecure 
Just to feel like you have power,
And I let you hurt me
Convincing myself I'll be stronger,
I've never felt this way
Because I've refused to feel 
Anything that was remotely real.
But I can't hold on to the past
And everything that was meant to last.
While reality wounds me
My dreams have sheltered me
To help me live and to believe
..........
I'm holding on to anything that makes sense
I'm holding on to my defence
All you do is render me worthless
And you'll never know how much it hurts
To be the one, forever lost
The one seeking truth no matter what the cost
On the edge of the world
Seeking redemption and survival 
On the edge of reality 
Looking for somewhere to be
Looking for a place to feel
Like faith is finally real
You won't know how this goes
Because you're the one who hurts me
You won't know how hard it is
To try and set yourself free
To fight a demon you've fostered
To overcome your soul surrendered
You've surrendered to the past
And the future cannot last


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Post by ¡sonia! on Sun May 12, 2013 5:36 am

You're a slave to empty emotions 
You're a slave to your engineered dilution
You're an architect of self destruction
And your actions have lost passion.
You wait there, willing to be abducted 
By any worthless feeling 
Willing to let yourself be tortured 
By all the pain you're feeling.
You won't let yourself be reminded 
Of all the things you've lost 
Because that only leaves you blinded
Lost in thoughts of a better past.
You're the demon you cannot escape
When you're looking for a better fate 
You're the monster you fear
When you hold on to anything dear.
You won't let yourself win this fight
Because you don't know what's right
You seek comfort in the strangest places 
And care, in the most devious faces.
If you could end this, I know you would 
But we spend our lives, 
Thinking of everything we could.
.........


The Devil's an old friend 
Who never really cared 
If I was alive
Or nearly dead
His love, forsaken 
Helped me find home
And when I was broken 
He made me feel strong.
The Devil's a close friend 
Because he's the only one 
Who'll tell me where to hide
When everyone has a gun.
He's the only one 
Who could ever be
Half as cynical as me.
I'm starting to realise
How stupid I've been
And it's all because of him.
I'm starting to realise 
The mistakes I've made
And he won't let it fade.
If only I knew him
As well as he knew me,
He's the life
In my heart, that beats.
.........

Hanging on by a thread
The meeting point of both ends
Where personal passion 
Turns into self destruction 
I'm drowning in my teas
And trying to fight the fears
The always get the better of me
That tell me what I can't be.
I want to throw all this away
And hope to start a new day
One where you don't matter at all
So you couldn't make me fall
I don't want to feel this way
Like this feeling is the price pay
I know you stand for nothing
And you have made me be
All that you can never see
You stole my heart 
And smashed it like glass 
You took all my love 
And let it rust
All these emotions are worth,
Less than dust
Do you care, that I don't 
Do you know, that you haunt
Do you enjoy, what you do
Is all this worth, having you 

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Post by ¡sonia! on Sun Oct 13, 2013 1:58 pm

She wears her smile,
Like her armour
She cannot wait
To find her saviour
Locked in her tower
With no way out
She feels nothing, 
Except doubt.
Her vivid imagination 
Tells her who to be
Her fantasies whisper,
Someday she'll be free
She makes no effort
To slay the dragon herself
She does what she does best
And continues to cry for help
She once ruled a kingdom
But now can't conquer a heart 
She once was the star 
But now has no part
Her prince isn't coming
He doesn't know she's waiting
Sometimes fair tales are nicest
When they never even start

.........

My patience is wearing thin
I'm starting to feel hell within
Every last word you say
Is another nail in my coffin
You're the recurring pain
That I feel in my brain
You're the blade the cuts me
That doesn't let me be free
You're the shackles 
That hold me back
Yours is the life
That puts me off track
I could run and hide 
But I see your shadow behind my back
Hold a dagger, waiting 
To be called a backstabber
I could tell you what's on my mind
But there are no words I can find
To let you know how you torture me
By not letting me be who I want to be
My blood's boiling and my hearts exploding
I don't have anyone to save me
I don't know why I live, 
And you aren't helping 

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Post by ¡sonia! on Mon Oct 14, 2013 6:08 am

Locked out of the safest home, 
You have no place to call your own,
Alone and broken, you shall rome
In search for a secure road
Where you can run, instead of walk
And then fly, instead of fall
Where your feet won't bleed
And you'll play no heed
To everyone's perennial greed 
So sick of bleeding,
Miserable from lacking feeling
You're looking up while falling down
You're royalty who's lost the crown
There's no place to hide
In a land of no rules to abide
Your smile had faded into the wrinkles 
Because your love has turned so fickle 

.......

You gave me red roses 
And I gave you a noose
We fell in love 
Because we had nothing to lose
But you're giving me a hard time
And I'm testing your patience 
It seems we had no time
For futile relations 
We're as sick of each other 
As we were of the world
We have no shelter 
From the storms that unravel
We were stupid to think
We'd ever be perfect 
I was stupid to think
Anyone was ever worth it
Do you see these cuts?
And these bruises?
Do they remind you of our choices?
The mistakes we made,
In the name of memories 
The light that fades,
In the arms of eternity.

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Post by ¡sonia! on Sat Oct 19, 2013 11:34 am

I sit in the corner, waiting for you to break
Now I know what it's like to be you, to be fake.
I stand in the centre, craving your attention
But all I feel is irrelevant tension.
Do you ever realise, you do nothing at all?
And yet, when I see you, I feel myself fall
For every trick, I worship every lie
I forget to pick myself up, that's the reason I cry.
I idolise your manipulative ways,
Because I know you've numbered my days.
It's only a matter of time, until, again
I'll be on my knees, while you simply offend 
My shallow existence, my lack of resistance 
Towards your everlasting narcism.
Did you burn the letters I wrote, 
Has my patience  and care gone up in smoke?
Have you discarded the roses I gave you,
Because the thorns still bare my blood?
I'd cut myself a thousand times, 
Just so I could forget I feel such intense love.

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